*sigh*
Another horrible day where I've failed to keep myself together. *sigh*
I'm so bored.
I wanna smack someone. -.-
*sigh*
Come on! I'm supposed to be LAVI! I can't just drop this exterior and act all angry.
Bookmen ain't supposed to have hearts.
*sigh*
Ah well. I think I'm just obsessed.
★.Aika.★
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Chocolate is the one thing that keeps me happy enough to fly.
A few minutes left to blog.
I am going MAD.
I don't even want to eat chocolate right now.
Today started out wonderfully.
I woke up early.
Then a bad event; there weren't any potatoes for me and Elfi to boil and make mashed potatoes.
Ah, well. We compensated.
Then everyone came, I was so happy.
Then we played and everything.
Chestnut is a happy bunny today.
I gtg soon.
So I'll make this quick.
Bidalicious, who has no concern whatsoever for the people around him who are affected by his fucking selfish actions, got Cik Jana angry.
I'm forced to suffer the fucking consequences with him.
Internet will be offed in a minute.
I cannot go to Allen, Yuu and Lena-chan's house.
Elfi is wanted back home.
Probably because her father thinks it's too dangerous staying in a house with a bad boy who can break lots of things and gets anger easily.
But they're covering it up, saying they have to go because her father is sick and wants his children home.
I once recall the selfish bastard saying that he never did anything which brought people in with him when he was brought down.
MY FUCKING ASS.
If that were so, I'd be really happy, and I'd have no worries with regards to internet and whatnot.
GOODBYE.
★.Aika.★
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Chocolate is the one thing that keeps me happy enough to fly.
Good afternoon.
*bows*
*smiles*
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So much easier said than done, But you're not here.Save One.Save One.-
Yes.
That is the song I'm listening to right now.
(:
It's titled: Save One, by Story of the Year.
*sneezes*
Oh dear. Someone must be talking about me today.
hahaha.
Well, I'm back from UBIN!
And we didn't cycle. ;A;
But, we DID venture to Chek Jawa.
And it was high tide.
On the way there, we saw lots of stuff.
Okay, lots of the same kind of different things.
Lol.
Trees, Sand, Rocks, Water, Crabs, Mudskippers, Fish, etc etc.
Hahaha.
And, on the boardwalk, the wind was blowing so wonderfully.
And I felt so light!
But Allen lost his cap.
It got blown off and landed in the water.
x)
I almost lost mine, but it's still safe in my bag.
We also so this HUGE- and I mean
huge - school of fish.
The fish were in a circular formation. And as we were leaving, I kept on saying, "Bye fish-
dudes."
hee.
Aite.
So after that, we went to the little cottage place, and took a lot of pictures!
Beautiful place that was. x)
Moving on.
We went for lunch-which had been bought beforehand- and then went back to the jetty.
BUT!
There were these cats that came to us while we were eating.
We- Allen, Lena-chan, Yuu and Me- fed them with our left over chicken; we had been eating chicken rice!
Then after we got back from Ubin, we went to Changi Park Beach!
Me, Yuu, Lena-chan and Allen played near the waves.
And though it's pretty lame, I admit, we played jumping out of the way when the waves came crashing on the shore!
hahaha. It was really fun though.
And Aslam, Cambodia Boy and Big Bro weren't there.
Haha. Before all this though, we had ice-cream at the Changi Ferry Terminal entrance.
And I dropped my ice-cream as I was talking to Lena-chan. ):
Ah well. Bought Ice-lemon tea after that anyway. x)
Hee.
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Half an hour later...
-
I'm really upset.
I was supposed to be going to Lena-chan, Allen and Yuu's house tomorrow...
But then...
Big Bro fell sick and is down with fever.
He's having a bad headache.
Cik Jana, Cik Mala. Both are trying to figure a way for me to go their house tomorrow without Big Bro and the maid being left alone at home.
I think I'll call all parties and tell them to cancel.
I'll just save everyone the trouble and take care of Big Bro.
I have homework to do anyway.
See ya.
★.Aika.★
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Chocolate is the one thing that keeps me happy enough to fly.
Oh my god I want to SCREAM!!!
Asshole, Asshole, Asshole, Asshole, Asshole!
There is a limit to human activity!
You yourself, bloody asshole, went to SLEEP as I was doing your fucking blogskin!
SO SHUT UP AND FACE IT: WE'RE NOT IMMORTAL AS HUMANS!
I tried okay?
And I've had ENOUGH of you changing the rules to your liking because you're older!
I know you didn't change the rules this time.
But accusing ME of not keeping MY word is ABSURD!
Yeah, I fell asleep yesterday before finishing your blogskin FOR you,
BUT I AM NOT INTENDING ON PLAYING THE WHOLE DAY YOU FUCKING DICKWAD!
DID YOU SEE ME PLAYING THE WHOLE DAY? HUH? DID YOU?
I WAS ONLY PLAYING BECAUSE NO ONE ELSE WAS! WHAT IS YOUR FUCKING PROBLEM?!
WHEN YOU WANT TO PLAY GEARS OF WAR, PLAY YOUR FUCKING ASS OFF!
BUT WHY DO YOU HAVE A REASON FOR DISSING ME, WHEN I WAS SIMPLY PLAYING WHEN NO ONE ELSE WANTED TO?!
YOU MUST BE STUPID FOR YOU'VE BEEN PLAYING MAPLESTORY IN YOUR 'SANCTUARY' THE WHOLE DAY.
THE REASON WHY YOU MUST NOT UNDERSTAND MY WAY OF REASONING IS BECAUSE YOU'RE JUST A DUMBASS WHO SAYS HE WANTS TO BE MORE EXTROVERTED WHEN ALL HE DOES ALL DAY WHEN PEOPLE ARE AROUND IS PLAY MAPLESTORY!
SO SHUT THE FUCK UP, YOU FUCKWIT, AND ENLIGHTEN YOURSELF!
YOU'RE JUST DUMB!
SO BE MORE UNDERSTANDING!
fuck you.
★.Aika.★
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Chocolate is the one thing that keeps me happy enough to fly.
Hello. Yes, it was only minutes before that I ranted a little.
I've nothing to do.
What should I do?
ARGH!
-.-
I could write my essay.
But I'm a little upset so I don't feel like writing.
I can't even get myself to put in more than a sentence or two in my fic.
-.-
I could go link everyone.
But that would take ages, and I think I'll go mad.
@_@
Ah, heck.
Not like I've got anything else better to do anyway. -.-
See ya.
★.Aika.★
Good afternoon. (:
Today is a boring day.
I'm tired for no reason and I really really wanna go swinging.
Yes, swinging. Not swimming, not singing.
Oh, brb.
Back.
Nevermind. I'll rant later at the end of the day.
See ya.
★.Aika.★
hey, I was bored.
What's your favorite color?
Grey, Bloodred, I guess?
And Emerald green is lovely.
--
Who is the most important to you?
Dunno. Lots of people.
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How often do you think if committing suicide?
To a certain extent. But recently, no.
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Do you have enough confidence?
I don't know.
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How many babies you want?
Don't want any. I wanna be single for the rest of my life. YAY TO FREEDOM!
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Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
No.
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Who is the one who cheers you up and supports you?
My friends, mostly.
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Do you believe in eternal love?
No, not really.
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Do you think the person who tagged you, likes to play kidnapping?
I don't know. No one tagged me. I did this quiz because I was bored.
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What are you really afraid of?
I don't know. Lots of stuff.
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What is your bad habit?
I'm VERY VERY lazy.
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Do you have a secret crush?
No.
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Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Mmhmn. Depends sometimes though.
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What does flying means to you?
Whooshing in air and wind rushing endlessly into your face, clean air filling your lungs.
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What do you currently crave?
CHOCOLATE.
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Are you single or in a relationship?
I'm available. But not looking. I've mentioned why before.
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Describe the person who tagged you in 7 words.
Like I said, no one tagged me.
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What have you done to make yourself happy?
Play Loud Music and do the things I love.
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What is the worse case scenario that has happened to you in your life?
I don't know.
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Who's the worst person in your life?
Don't know.
hello people.
yes, I'm alive.
I've just been concentrating on my other blog. forgive me. (:
hee.
right. So, uh, nothing to say..
I'll post on alternate days, so, yeah. tomorrow's post will be here and the next day will be on the writing pad. (:
Heyy there! You've just opened the door to my chocolate room, where I write all my secrets!
AND RAMBLE! So you have to just endure my boring nonsense!
But that's only if you stay. (PLEASE STAY!)
Aite. See ya, ma peeps.
And here's your complimentary cyber chocolate! *hands reader a box of chocolate*
★.Aika.★
★thirteen going on fourteen★★
Meridian Primary School★Tanjong Katong Girls' School class 1e1 of 2008, and to be 2e1 in 2009.★ ♥lives in a house by the sea.★ ✖is easily bored.✖ ✖usually over thinks stuff.✖ ✖acts rashly.✖ ✖is known for tardiness despite liking for being early for appointments, school, etc.✖ ✖is stupidly insensitive at times.✖ ♥gemini.★ ✖born in the year of the boar, sadly. ✖ ♥doesn't like to lose, although frequently does in halo.★ ♥is usually bubbly and happy, though strangely sadistic.★ ✖has a selective memory, regrettably. ):✖ ♥always ends up pretending even if she's trying not to.★ ♥has a passion for writing.★ ♥used to have a passion for singing in the car on roadtrips.★
\. ♥ | ♥writing. makes you feel free because you can do whatever you want with the people in your story. or imagine being in a faraway place.♥
✖ accidentally bragging about her drawings in some indirect way. usually because of forgetting of thinking of what to say.✖
♥reading. gives you a form of entertainment and allows you to feel... just... ah, it's not something to be expressed in words.♥
✖ being late.✖
♥challenging her cuz to a Halo3 duel but always getting trashed.♥
✖ people who dilly-dally when there's somewhere important go.✖
♥singing.♥
✖ SMSing too much. fingers go numb.✖
♥watching anime.♥
✖ noisy people who gossip too much. they're noisy and nosy.✖
♥reading fanfiction.♥
✖ things that are not supposed to be sweet. like milk, for example.✖
♥drawing.♥
✖ being disturbed by annoying people with irritating questions or teasing.✖
♥playing and doting on her younger cousins.♥
✖ little bickering and bantering over nonsense.✖
♥eating chocolate!♥
✖ people who think they know everything, or think that only they are right. otherwise known as narrow-minded fools.✖
♥coffee.♥
✖ being alone.✖
♥staying up late at night.♥
✖ sleeping early before anything really gets started.✖
♥taking pictures even though doesn't have a camera and sometimes, embarrassingly, hogging other peoples' cameras.♥
✖ missing out on fun unnecessarily.✖
♥listening to music.♥
✖ the fact that she is sometimes immature.✖
♥singing with her bro on high key, and her bro on low key.(bro's a wonderful singer if he doesn't overdo it.)♥
✖ interrupted holidays.✖
♥swimming even though she doesn't get to do it often.♥
✖ being longwinded.✖
♥falloutboy!♥
✖ her CCA.✖
♥her family.♥
✖ being lazy, but is anyway.✖
♥her friends.♥
✖ randomly playing of loud noisy instruments. that means the electric guitars, especially.✖
♥going out with her friends.♥
✖ being unable to play an instrument.✖
♥playing the piano randomly in her free time.♥
✖ indecision.✖
♥to IM good friends.♥
✖ being a lazy procrastinator.✖
♥laughing out loud with a freedom so real, you could almost reach out, grab it and fly away from all your worries.♥
✖ writer's blocks.✖
♥the smell of rain.♥
✖ chit-chatting with Adorina-chan over the phone.✖
♥dancing in the rain.♥
✖ being so stupidly weak physically and psychologically.✖
♥the cool wind that comes with rain.♥
✖ the fact that she is so stupid and insufficient in mutliple areas.✖
♥music when she's feeling depressed.♥
✖ fruits and veggies.✖
♥d.gray-man, black cat, la corda d' oro, etc, etc.♥
✖ injustice.✖
♥swinging and the feel of wind rushing around her.♥ | ♥./
♥PSP.♥
♥✖
XBOX 36O.♥✖
♥a meaning to life.♥
♥a friend so she isn't lonely.♥
♥a way of being more hard working.♥
♥chocolate.♥
♥chocolate.♥
♥and more chocolate.♥
♥coffee.♥
♥a pistol or revolver.♥
♥a katana.♥
♥endless happiness.♥
♥cup noodles.♥
♥
ice lemon tea.
★to one day be a professional writer.★
★to learn music.★
★to do very very well in examinations.★
★to be an architect somehow.★
★to live free of troubles.★
I'm a ghost by day, a wraith by night.
Invisible by light,
Creeping lightly at night.
When I was alive,
I used to sit,
In my brother's room of a grey tint,
With his black guitar, and snow white sheets.
A striped carpet thrown on the floor,
In an attempt to match it more.
He dreamt and slept,
As I cried and wept,
In silent torment.
There was a curtain draped,
Over my sweet escape.
I've been caged by unearthly sorrow.
I looked out my cage window.
To see a meadow, the sea,
Maybe a bumble bee.
My mind would travel,
Over seas, and in cars over gravel,
To people, places, only to marvel,
At a sight I'd never see.
The sentences would come,
And weave away,
And become paragraphs.
Unfurling into a page.
And pages would merge.
Into a chapter,
Of which many a book emerged.
It is a precious thing,
The audacity to search,
Search your mind for a song to sing,
A true song, only your voice can bring.
As my imagination grew and reality fade,
My agony was muted,
Fake smile overrated,
But there was never any hatred,
Nope, none for you.
My world grew darker and faded to grey,
But there was this one instant of that day.
That day when I faded away.
I sat myself next to the window,
And thrown a blind gaze outside.
It was all dark,
All under shadow.
And the next thing I knew,
I was cold and hollow.
And then people came,
Smelt my death and sorrow.
Cried, for I'd never see tomorrow.
My soul escaped surprise shock and terror.
I had known this day would come,
and found no horror.
For I'd finally have some,
Peace, and no rules to follow.
But as I flew to the skies, free as a Bird,
I saw people weeping, screaming, denying.
My mother, my father, my family crying.
For a long time coming,
I had been dying.
And now came my unpronounced passing,
At my brother's bedroom window.
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