Well, I've finished reading the 12th chapter of Moments of Love.
I'll start typing my fanfiction now.
Needa plan what's going on. Research is much required.
^^
mizu no naka ni.
yoru ga.
yureteru.
LOL.
GAHH!
There's a History test tomorrow.
And here I am, BLOGGING.
Damn it.
-_-
And there's a Chinese test too.
But I don't feel like studying...
-_-
DAmn.
Well, I scored an okay score for Home Economics despite the late submission and I damn myself for that. Lost two valuable marks for irresponsibility.
Anyway, this is the most unlikely time for me to be on, considering there's an English exam tomorrow.
Remind me not to write a narrative. It'll be too long winded. Unless I can think of something fast, witty.
I'll just hold onto my descriptive writing. My strongest point, or so I'd think.
Also, we had our CSP oral examinations earlier today, and I think I did pretty alright.
The conversation was easy-peasy. The lines were a joyride, nothing hard to remember.
And the reading passage was okay, I guess. I'm happy I studied. x)
So, wish me luck for tomorrow, and I'm hoping We get good topics to write about in tomorrow's composition exam, or should I say paper 1, and get an easy-to-summarise passage for paper 2.
Ah, we kinda sorta confirmed the places we'll stop off at during our Jalan Raya, and I've also been asked to go to Cambodia along with my squad-mates in NPCC. It'll cost me time, energy, effort and sleep, but I don't care. I'll probably stay at Pei Shan's overnight the day before, (unless God forbids it) because we have to get up superbly early to go to the airport. All of this hasn't been confirmed yet, but I can't wait. x)
We, Adib and I, will be leaving on the first of December, and if it clashes, no Cambodia for me.
Oh, yeah.
Puasa ends in around 7 days; a week.
This time next week, I'll be partaying. x)
LOL.
Can't wait to eat during the day again. x)
Ah, iceblended is waiting. x)
Okay, I guess that's all for now.
BYE~!
Well, I still haven't gotten that many reviews, and I'll have to do that home economics thing soon.
And I mean SOON.
damn.

Okay, some photos. x)
Obsessed. AGAIN. haha. x)



Ugh, Adibah' gone home now...
*sigh*
It's so boring without her around, especially when Adib bugs me.
*sigh*
There's about 4 hours and 22 minutes left to puasa.
--"
So, I posted Chapter 46 earlier this morning. Only two reviews so far.
Q_Q
I think I should doing some work.
I mean sure, I should have started ages ago.
But I'm so LAZYYY.
'Sides, exams don't start till Wednesday. And even then, it's English Paper 1 and 2.
I guess I have some important stuff to do.
But I don't want to do it.
Like the Tea Towel.
If not, ZERO for me for Home Economics tomorrow.
I hate TKGS. Giving us such FUCKING STUPID projects to do.
Ugh.
Damn.
Anyway.
Let's see, other things I have to do...
*grabs little red notebook*
SHIT.
Malay Homework.
AUGHH.
THEY NEED TO BUZZ OFF. BASTARD.
Then I have my tuition homework.
TWO practices. Damn.
I still have my filing to do.
And I have to study for history too.
Shit.
This sucks balls.
--"
Oh well,
better get started then.
ON HERCULES!
I'm watching heehee.
BYE~!
helloh.
I am bored.
And I needa plan chapter 46.
-_-
Still stuck.
Adibah's staying over tonight. 8D
YAY!
Say hello. x)
hi~
lol.
okay, so yes, I didn't go for trawih(insert yelp of joy here.)
Wheee~!
BRB
-
Back~!
meh, going awayyy nowwww~!
BYE~!
I am a question to the world
Not an answer to be heard
Or a moment that's held in your arms
And what do you think you'd ever say
I won't listen anyway
You don't know me
And I'll never be what you want... made of pain
And what do you think you'd understand
I'm a boy – No, I'm a man
You can't take me and throw me away
And how can you learn what's never shown
Yeah you stand here on your own
They don't know me
'Cause I'm not here
And I want a moment to be real
Wanna touch things I don't feel
Wanna hold on and feel I belong
And how can the world want me to change
They're the ones that stay the same
They don't know me
'Cause I'm not here
And you see the things they never see
All you wanted I could be
Now you know me and I'm not afraid
And I want to tell you who I am
Can you help me be a man
They can't break me
As long as I know who I am
And I want a moment to be real
Wanna touch things I don't feel
Wanna hold on and feel I belong
And how can the world want me to change
They're the ones that stay the same
They can't see me
But I'm still here
They can't tell me who to be
'Cause I'm not what they see
Yeah the world is still sleepin’
While I keep on dreamin’ for me
And their words are just whispers and lies
That I'll never believe
And I want a moment to be real
Wanna touch things I don't feel
Wanna hold on and feel I belong
And how can they say I’ll never change
They're the ones that stay the same
I'm the one now
'Cause I'm still here
I'm the one
'Cause I'm still here
I'm still here
I'm still here
I'm still here
Ah, nice song.
x)
I shall make it my blog songie.
heehee.
x)
Okay, an upfront overview of today's events:
I went to school as usual in the morning, and I got there at around seven fifteen A.M.
After that, we had Mother Tongue, Literature and then Science before recess.
And I quote Pei Shan: "I think I need to appreciate Mrs Foo."
Damn, is that true.
The teacher was pretty slow, but kind.
And since she wasn't too familiar with the secondary one syllabus, she couldn't answer our questions well.
Then it was recess time when I hung out in the classroom, wasting time away.
And then after recess, we had English lesson, which was fun.
We went through this poem Mr Zahari gave us, and it was gory and a lot of people were freaked out.
I think the thing wasn't graphic enough.
There were only descriptions of how the teacher slaughtered the students.
But there were almost no descriptions of the aftermath of their mutilations, dismemberment, and even the few that were there were brief and boring.
Anyway, enough of that.
After english, we didn't have A*Science so I packed up and helped move the tables a bit.
There was some form of disagreement, some bickering before I left, and I was helpless.
I have to apologize to Cheryl for not backing her up just then.
...
After that, I went off to the library with Amalina where I found a couple of interesting books, and I was trying to borrow them, but I had to pay my library fines.
Then I had insufficient value in my EZ-Link, where I had to top up another 10 dollars,
and when I was running up, the Library card slipped out of my pocket...
then I was all, "oh FUCK."
And I ran back to look, but it wasn't anywhere.
So, I reported the loss and got a new card, with some persuasion by Amalina.
Yeah, so I paid my fines, and borrowed books with my new card.
Jeesh.
Okay, so I went home.
Bathed in cold water, then hid under the blankets and sleeeppppppp...
I woke at around seven, and then BREAK FAST!
yay.
and then, here we are.
LOL.
Okay, I'll head off now, got some stuff to do.
I think I'll read some fics, and get a snack.
BYE~!
GAH!
I
need to sleep.
But I don't
want to sleep.
HELP.
Sleep...
SLEEEEEEEEEPPPPPPP..........
MEHHHH
Well,
Today, no, the week so far has been PRETTY hectic.
Everyday, well almost everyday, I've had to stay back, getting home earliest 5pm.
Tuesday was packed with CSP after school, and Wednesday, I can't remember.
Today, I had CSP and the extra english writing class after school.
To tell you the truth, it was actually quite fun.
Well, I'm at home now, and I'll be updating before the internet gets torn off,
so SEE YOU!
BYE~!
Well,
today was...
Suckish.
Don't ask me why I'm online.
Anyway, I've gotta go do my homework, get those bastardly forms signed and then get to typing the 46th chapter of TOT.
I'm four pages through, I think.
I'll also be watching Zatchbell till late, probably.
Only got about 40 mins left on the com.
Will go do some admin stuff and blog some more.
BYE~!
Well,
I've 'finished' my maths paper, and am currently doing Science. ^^
it's still very VERY lonely, considering Cheryl disappeared off somewhere. O_O
I think, maybe I'll take a break and watch some zatchbell.
With some titbits of course.
See you later then. ^^
Well,
it's time to watch one episode of zatchbell.
Then I'll proceed with my work.
-_-
I am SUCH a lazy procrastinator.
-_-
Damn.
See ya.
OKAY!
So, I've created a second blog.^^
It's for the purpose of fanfiction posting. A quick and easy way to get stories to addie without having to send files.^^
Yay~!
Right, enough of that.
Whoops.
I was supposed to start work fifteen minutes ago. O_O
Anyway, a short overview of yesterday's happenings~!
So, Allen, Lenalee and Yuu came to my house yesterday around four, and we all watched one episode of Neo Angelique Abyss, then D.Gray-Man.
Ah, then I talked to cheryl, and she asked me for a favour.
So, I typed out the stupid science Practice paper Mrs Foo gave us that she forgot to bring home, like she asked.
Then came the time for the prayer and then break fast.
After that, I played D.Gray-Man songs off imeem while they drew, and I finished the Science thing.
Then came the time for them to go home.
I think it was 9.30PM.
Oh yeah, it was on the news that minister mentor Lee Kuan Yew went to hospital yesterday, suffering from Atrial Fluttter.
It's a condition where the person has abnormal heart beat rhythm.
And, he's recuperating now, treated and on the way to perfect health once again.^^
Get well soon Mr Lee Kuan Yew!
Okay, so after that, there was a malfunction with sending cheryl the file.
And so we came up with a strategy.
I sent the file to her senior who in turn sent it to her, but unfortunately, it couldn't open.
So, as a last resort, the senior copied and pasted the contents of the document.
But the diagrams were missing.
:(
Whatever lah.
So, I fell asleep soon after.
heehee.
SO like me. Lol.
Okay.
I'll go watch a bit of Zatchbell and get something to munch on and start work at 1.30PM.
BYE~!
fuck la.
tuition is in 10 minutes.
-_-
SHIT.
aughhhh~!
gotta go I suppose...
bye~!
Well,
today was a rather bastardly day.
-_-
I had to stay back till TWO when me and Amalina had planned to stay back till 1.00 PM only.
Stupid science thing.
-_-
Ah heck.
I like science.
But only the theory.
(cause I get to think of new ideas concerning scientific properties of certain things.)
So, we finished the HE project.
All I have to do is print it now.
^^
Well, there's also some homework.
A science and maths Paper.
a paper for each subject.
And then there's TUITION.
AUGHHH!
And everyone's coming tomorrow.
CAN I CANCEL IT????
Ah damn.
Ah, what the hell.
I can't control these things.
No one cares enough to give me some time to myself.
It's all chores everyday.
And now I slack like crazy so near to the examinations because they give too much homework, ask us to stay back too late.
HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO FREAKING STUDY?!
fuck it.
--"
BYE~!
Well,
I'm surprised.
MF totally figure out what I was implying when I said there was this evil 'lust' in Allen's eyes at the end of the chapter.
I mean yeah, he'll r*** her but how the hell did MF figure that out?!
He said it was a rough guess.
But I've never written something like that in my entire life. O_O
Oh well.
It's going to be a new challenge and I'll have to use Jodi Picoult's books as reference.
;_;
Wish me luck!
last post for today.
I'm going offline soon.
Mommy doesn't like us on the computer late on thursdays.
-_-
Ah well.
Anyway, I'll go now. BYE~!
BEHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
I STILL HAVEN'T DONE AN OUNCE OF WORK...
MY ROOM'S STILL A MESS...
AW, 'F' IT.(for addie's and my sakes. No vulgarities today.)
sigh sigh...
What to do...? I'm hopeless...
-_-
*cry*
Well, I decided to post about the picture right at the top.
If anyone was wondering about it.
The largest Seal was made originally by me and one of my best friends for all time(that has very good morals and always advices me when my irresponsibility gets me caught in all the wrong places), Amalina.
It represents bindings(and our friendship).
Somehow.
It was created when Amalina and I were waiting outside the AV Theatertrette(I think that's how they spell it...) and we were looking at the patch of grass in the middle of the circular block.
I was feeling down that day, distant from my other friends like Chewy, Cheryl and the LB.
So I stood with Amalina while we waited for the lecture to commence.
And before we knew it,
we'd spotted these circles, with smaller inner circles on the patch of grass in the mid-section of the circular block.
They were marked down because the grass that was the boundary of each circle was burnt/dried grass.
And then, when the Sun emerged from behind the clouds, casting sunshine around, the shadow of this string of flags (hung up for national day) made the circle we have now, and so it's our circle.
The three dots, I don't know.
I just thought it looked cooler like that.
The medium sized seal was made by me, Addie and Chewy.
It is the seal we're definitely gonna dump on Allen in my fanfic.
Later.
(whoops, spoiler. x])
It represents darkness and light; moon and sun.
Polar opposites.
The last seal,
is very famous.
The Yin and Yang.
It represents equality in all things, as good has a little evil in it,
bad has a little good in it.
And thus are equal.
^^
Well, I'm off to type my chapter first then.
I'll get around to doing my chores by mid-afternoon, around three.
HAHAHA.
See you then!
BYE~!
sigh sigh.
Well, day three of puasa and day three of September Holiday break.
-_-
But, what kind of holiday includes so much homework?!
>:-I
che.
Well, I've finished watching (hopefully) season one of Zombie Loan.
(I hope there'll be a follow up season.)
Because from my point of view,
THE STORY IS TOO SHORT!
KYAA~!!!!
Well, I gotta go now.
BYE~!

okay.
So, once again, I slept through most of the day.
LOL.
But yeah, it was better than sitting on my sorry ass complaining/whining bout puasa.
But I'm getting used to it.
I'm thinking, you know, about staying up late at night until sahur after buka and then sleeping through the day when I'm fasting.
It'd be a pretty strategic switching of routine.
I mean, sleeping through it when you're fasting is better right?
hahaha.
But, after consulting an expert, I discover that I'll get very fat, very fast in the process.
and being a girl,
I do not want to get fat.
it's kinda unsightly..
mew.
anyway, I'm hoping to start work soon.
Though natassa has just introduced to me 'Zombie Loan'.
an anime with the voice actors of Kanda and Lavi in D.Gray-Man in it.
hyuu-hyuu~!
kyaa~!
hahaha
oh well.
see you later.
I'll go decide what I should do first.
bye~!
Heyy there! You've just opened the door to my chocolate room, where I write all my secrets!
AND RAMBLE! So you have to just endure my boring nonsense!
But that's only if you stay. (PLEASE STAY!)
Aite. See ya, ma peeps.
And here's your complimentary cyber chocolate! *hands reader a box of chocolate*
★.Aika.★
★thirteen going on fourteen★★
Meridian Primary School★Tanjong Katong Girls' School class 1e1 of 2008, and to be 2e1 in 2009.★ ♥lives in a house by the sea.★ ✖is easily bored.✖ ✖usually over thinks stuff.✖ ✖acts rashly.✖ ✖is known for tardiness despite liking for being early for appointments, school, etc.✖ ✖is stupidly insensitive at times.✖ ♥gemini.★ ✖born in the year of the boar, sadly. ✖ ♥doesn't like to lose, although frequently does in halo.★ ♥is usually bubbly and happy, though strangely sadistic.★ ✖has a selective memory, regrettably. ):✖ ♥always ends up pretending even if she's trying not to.★ ♥has a passion for writing.★ ♥used to have a passion for singing in the car on roadtrips.★
\. ♥ | ♥writing. makes you feel free because you can do whatever you want with the people in your story. or imagine being in a faraway place.♥
✖ accidentally bragging about her drawings in some indirect way. usually because of forgetting of thinking of what to say.✖
♥reading. gives you a form of entertainment and allows you to feel... just... ah, it's not something to be expressed in words.♥
✖ being late.✖
♥challenging her cuz to a Halo3 duel but always getting trashed.♥
✖ people who dilly-dally when there's somewhere important go.✖
♥singing.♥
✖ SMSing too much. fingers go numb.✖
♥watching anime.♥
✖ noisy people who gossip too much. they're noisy and nosy.✖
♥reading fanfiction.♥
✖ things that are not supposed to be sweet. like milk, for example.✖
♥drawing.♥
✖ being disturbed by annoying people with irritating questions or teasing.✖
♥playing and doting on her younger cousins.♥
✖ little bickering and bantering over nonsense.✖
♥eating chocolate!♥
✖ people who think they know everything, or think that only they are right. otherwise known as narrow-minded fools.✖
♥coffee.♥
✖ being alone.✖
♥staying up late at night.♥
✖ sleeping early before anything really gets started.✖
♥taking pictures even though doesn't have a camera and sometimes, embarrassingly, hogging other peoples' cameras.♥
✖ missing out on fun unnecessarily.✖
♥listening to music.♥
✖ the fact that she is sometimes immature.✖
♥singing with her bro on high key, and her bro on low key.(bro's a wonderful singer if he doesn't overdo it.)♥
✖ interrupted holidays.✖
♥swimming even though she doesn't get to do it often.♥
✖ being longwinded.✖
♥falloutboy!♥
✖ her CCA.✖
♥her family.♥
✖ being lazy, but is anyway.✖
♥her friends.♥
✖ randomly playing of loud noisy instruments. that means the electric guitars, especially.✖
♥going out with her friends.♥
✖ being unable to play an instrument.✖
♥playing the piano randomly in her free time.♥
✖ indecision.✖
♥to IM good friends.♥
✖ being a lazy procrastinator.✖
♥laughing out loud with a freedom so real, you could almost reach out, grab it and fly away from all your worries.♥
✖ writer's blocks.✖
♥the smell of rain.♥
✖ chit-chatting with Adorina-chan over the phone.✖
♥dancing in the rain.♥
✖ being so stupidly weak physically and psychologically.✖
♥the cool wind that comes with rain.♥
✖ the fact that she is so stupid and insufficient in mutliple areas.✖
♥music when she's feeling depressed.♥
✖ fruits and veggies.✖
♥d.gray-man, black cat, la corda d' oro, etc, etc.♥
✖ injustice.✖
♥swinging and the feel of wind rushing around her.♥ | ♥./
♥PSP.♥
♥✖
XBOX 36O.♥✖
♥a meaning to life.♥
♥a friend so she isn't lonely.♥
♥a way of being more hard working.♥
♥chocolate.♥
♥chocolate.♥
♥and more chocolate.♥
♥coffee.♥
♥a pistol or revolver.♥
♥a katana.♥
♥endless happiness.♥
♥cup noodles.♥
♥
ice lemon tea.
★to one day be a professional writer.★
★to learn music.★
★to do very very well in examinations.★
★to be an architect somehow.★
★to live free of troubles.★
I'm a ghost by day, a wraith by night.
Invisible by light,
Creeping lightly at night.
When I was alive,
I used to sit,
In my brother's room of a grey tint,
With his black guitar, and snow white sheets.
A striped carpet thrown on the floor,
In an attempt to match it more.
He dreamt and slept,
As I cried and wept,
In silent torment.
There was a curtain draped,
Over my sweet escape.
I've been caged by unearthly sorrow.
I looked out my cage window.
To see a meadow, the sea,
Maybe a bumble bee.
My mind would travel,
Over seas, and in cars over gravel,
To people, places, only to marvel,
At a sight I'd never see.
The sentences would come,
And weave away,
And become paragraphs.
Unfurling into a page.
And pages would merge.
Into a chapter,
Of which many a book emerged.
It is a precious thing,
The audacity to search,
Search your mind for a song to sing,
A true song, only your voice can bring.
As my imagination grew and reality fade,
My agony was muted,
Fake smile overrated,
But there was never any hatred,
Nope, none for you.
My world grew darker and faded to grey,
But there was this one instant of that day.
That day when I faded away.
I sat myself next to the window,
And thrown a blind gaze outside.
It was all dark,
All under shadow.
And the next thing I knew,
I was cold and hollow.
And then people came,
Smelt my death and sorrow.
Cried, for I'd never see tomorrow.
My soul escaped surprise shock and terror.
I had known this day would come,
and found no horror.
For I'd finally have some,
Peace, and no rules to follow.
But as I flew to the skies, free as a Bird,
I saw people weeping, screaming, denying.
My mother, my father, my family crying.
For a long time coming,
I had been dying.
And now came my unpronounced passing,
At my brother's bedroom window.
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