hmn.
first try at blogging on apple safari.
it looks so futuristic. *O*
Okay, so today so far~!
I was mostly writing all morning, and then, I ate lunch at about 1PM.
mmn.
Okay, so now, I"m not doing anything.
And I'll-
no.
I MUST NOT PLAN.
If I DON'T PLAN, I will GET THINGS DONE somehow.
Weird mind of mine.
hahaha.
I'm quite proud of it though.
And this is the first and last time you'll see me say it.
I really treasure my mind, as something I have(I'm thankful to be sane), and something god has given me.
I really am glad that my mind can work up such wonderful things, and that it processes information pretty quickly(except for the selective memory-that's just downright ANNOYING!).
Alright, you've heard me say it.
OH YEAH!
Yesterday, Me, Riny, Sam, and the two Allens went to Suntec City to watch High School Musical 3.
Yes. You're not imagining things. You're not delusional(I'm delusional!).
I did watch that show.
but only because it looked better than the previous two.
hahaha
alright. I'll talk more later.
See ya~
Ohaiyou Gozaimas~
(:
It's a wonderful wednesday morning~!
haha.
Okay, so today will be reading books, singing and writing~
YAY!
Probably some drawing too. (:
I managed to character in an 'Adorina Iris' yesterday.
And I hope addie doesn't get mad.
Because it doesn't really look like her, but it's still cool.
If you're reading this Ad, it's the one I mentioned; the blue contrast orange thing.
The one that's one of my better works. (:
And I managed to draw Yuu in too!
an Akira Okita appeared in an individual photograph-or drawing, since she's fictional- and a sort of panoramic drawing with a piano and some hmn... how do you say...
I'd think it's called a monologue. x)
it goes something like this.
They're everywhere.
They linger here,
these painful memories.
They'll never fade away.
But I want to keep them.
Hold them close forever.
There're too many precious moments with you that I..
don't want to lose.
That I want to preserve forever.
But how can something so dear,
so precious,
be so painful?Okay. The end~
hahaha.
x)
okay.
I guess...
since I'm pretty bored, I'll go post my prologue on my other blog. (:
hahaha
link~
http://www.th-night-songstress.com/
YAY!
copy paste, copy paste~
*yawn*
Mmn.
It's already five thirty.
-_-
I'm at Yuu, Lenalee and Allen's house.
-_-
So hungry..
Some soup would be wonderful right about now.
Maybe I should go to the shop?
Bah, no way.
Anyway, I'll go see if there's anything to eat in the kitchen. -w-
...
Okay.
I'm still a bit hungry, but yeah, I've eaten. (;
okay.
So I'm left with about ten chapters of Black Cat. (;
It's really not bad. (:
One of the better things I've read. x)
Haha. Aite. See you later.
Hooray!
Those forms have been signed!
8D
If I don't write now, I'll go mad.
I swear.
I will go mad.
I've had it up to my hairline.
If I bottle it up any longer, I'll go insane.
The week has been relatively disappointing so far, despite the fact that its only Tuesday.
I simply can't stand school any more.
All its ridiculous antics are driving me up the wall.
That and NPCC together, not forgetting CMPS and the new assignment for website making.
I have to get designing soon.
I also need to download the software off AsknLearn.
School was okay today.
I was alone the whole way home.
Riny, Zahwah and the others went off to Magic Wok.
And though I didn't go with them, I appreciate that they invited me.
Amalina wasn't at school for the IT lesson today.
Again.
Neither she, nor fuzzy, farah Y, nor Hui Yun were present today.
I didn't see them at all.
And on the way home, I got this stupid SMS telling me to meet Mdm Khoo tomorrow at the General office for some PCC thing.
Yes, I spelt it as P-C-C.
Anyway, yeah, that was about it for today.
After I got home, I continued the prologue for the Devil's Symphony.
and now, I think I suck.
I do suck.
I suck so bad that no one cares what I think.
Even I don't care what I think.
I refuse to listen to myself anymore.
I'll let my subconscious decide what I'll do.
Tomorrow, there are no plans so far, and I have not been notified of any other activities besides the PCC meeting during recess.
So totally unprepared.
*sigh*
The cookie making was a success yesterday. The cookies turned out nicely.
They taste delicious. (:
I don't feel like staying back tomorrow for class painting.
I don't fancy coming home really late, so I don't think I want to stay back till 5.00pm Painting again.
Nor do I want to listen to Mrs Foo's rambles on about how we haven't finished the classroom painting.
*sigh*
tomorrow's the second last day of school.
and I don't want to go.
What'll we be doing anyway?
Besides, I'm too stupid to go to school.
And I suck so bad no one wants to read this blog.
I'm so glad I'm not suicidal.
Am I?
Because I believe that if I were, I'd be dead by now.
huh.
I'm writing all this down but I'll still explode.
the pressure pressing in my head is only down 3.5%..
ugh.
Because I need someone to tell.
But I don't want to burden people with my worries.
There's no point.
SO I guess I'll be another fake tomorrow.
*sigh*
Yup.
Definitely.
I don't think I'll be writing.
I think I'll stop completely and do more research.
I'm unsatisfied with the fact that I have a selective memory.
I wish I had a better, more efficient memory.
-_-
The type that remembers things, whether you intended to or not.
Those types of people make for brilliant people,
and me, I'm and idiot.
not to say all selective memory people are, just me in particular.
maybe because I'm too lazy for my own good.
One of these days, I need to read the Yaasin.
Before I go utterly mad.
I'm dying.
Why?
I wish upon a wishing star,
that my idiocy wont carry me to a bar,
and then while drunk, go drive my car,
Because the road's slippery tar.
I want to die.
Konbawa.
(:
I am sitting on my favourite couch as usual,
and this evening, while watching a very VERY fake TV show,
had a little spark.
A spark to write.
But its gone.
I need my creative juices back.
*sigh*
So,
today Mommy's students came over.
with two familiar faces:
Costner and Qing Yun.
From Meridian. (:
But yeah.
I didn't hang around them much.
they were busy doing other things...
and Adibah was over at our house.
mmn.
I fell asleep in Adib's room after that.
Then when I woke up,
I had to change 'cause we were going to Umar's house.
(:
So, we went.
Came back a while ago.
Like, 7.30PM?
yeah.
And.
Umar has a CAT.
So cute.
It's name was Katie.
It's a she.
(:
White cat with a nice tail.
and she was white, the colour of tainted snow. (white with some light grey here and there.)
haha.
Okay.
So we're back.
And we watched a stupid show, then the news, then now.
-_-
There's belajar tomorrow morning.
And I don't want to go...
UGH.
pathetic.
pathetique.
Anyway, I'll go listen to Mozart's Concerto No. 5 second Movement. (:
BYE~!
okAY. (:
we STILL haven't finished painting the classroom.
--"
but I touched up on my lollipop. (:
and now it looks YUMMIER.
right.
More developments.
*sigh*
BAD developments.
First.
I FAILED HISTORY.
with B4 for Overall.
I also did not do well for Literature.
I think it was 48/75.
PATHETIC.
keh.
Daikirai.
Daikirai.
ptui.
I had to write a freaking 500 word essay.
-_-
but it was quite fun, surprisingly. (:
hahaha.
Okay.
I'll go do something useful.
BYE!


Picture time.
(:
Okay. This is a VERY last minute thing.
I'm in school and there're two minutes on the clock.
Had to take care of some admin stuff.
Reminders:
Don't forget to check out KNBA this weekend and do a summary write up for Tsunagaru Omoi Tokashite.
Also, multiple tasks stated on the to-do list are to be done.
Okay.
So I fared pretty badly for science.
Upon 100, I got 63.
Not bad.
But not GOOD ENOUGH.
English.
Main paper; 34/50.
Composition was a disappointment.
22/30.
I was beaten by sofea. okay.
GTG.
BYE!
yeesh.
I'm getting kinda sleepy.
Tomorrow, I'll have to be getting up early.
Have some errands to run..
First, I'll be heading down to Elias Mall with adib to get some prepaid cards for Maplestory.
Then Jalan Raya the WHOLE DAY after. -_-
Then there's school on wednesday...
I'm halfway through Breaking Dawn!
And it hasn't even been a day yet. (:
hahaha.
Bella is FINALLY a vampire. (:
Been waiting ages.
Anyway, I have to go soon.
Needa take a shower.
It's raining outside.
Raining HEAVILY.
(:
BYE~!
*_*
Done.
I'm DONE.
with ECLIPSE.
going on to Breaking Dawn.
*U*
hahaha.
Okay, so yeah, it's morning.
here in my house by the sea. (:
And we're watching a documentary on the large television in the upstairs living room. (:
But.
It's about these groups of extremists.
:(
Anyway.
yeah.
I'll be reading Breaking Dawn during and after breakfast. x)
YAY!
bye~!
Hello Hello
(:
I've bought BREAKING DAWN. (:
YAY!
haha. BUH BYE~!
hohoho.
Twenty four hours.
They're almost up.
And since a blog can't guess stuff, I'll just spit it out.
the theme was WILLY WONKA!
(:
From Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.
(:
Hmm hmm. (:
Okay, so today, I didn't go to school.
And Addie's left for KL.
TT_TT
Also,
Zahwah came over.
because the only reason we didn't go to school was for E-Learnin day. (:
So, her computer broke down last night.
Then she asked if she could come over to do it.
And since I was given permission, she came over at 8.30AM. (:
After she went home, I had Lunch.
And the people with the bed mattress will be coming soon. Better move the mattress that's currently in the place where it's supposed to be later. (:
Heehee.
So yeah.
I have to make an appearance.
(WHY?! >_<)
EFFING DAMN.
*sigh*
gtg. BYE~!
ah, forget it.
...
WOAH.
time sure flies.
better go change!
>_<
...
Done.
Right.
So.
We painted our classroom today!
8D
I'm so proud of it.
Guess the theme.
x)
You've got 24 hours.
from that day. the post wouldn't come out right.
miaow.
One... Two... Three...
THE EXAMS ARE OVER~!
WHOOT!
Okay, breathe, breathe...
Well, Kak Izza's over again, helping mommy with marking..
And I suddenly smell the wonderful aura of cheese that goes on top of pizza(the powder).
-
Okay, that was yesterday.
Turns out, I was hallucinating.
I feel like a fool.
-_-
And damn.
The PSP ran out of battery.
Right, Moving on.
Today, I have decided to get working on an analysis of Tsunagaru Omoi Tokashite.
And, I'll start typing my chapter today.
To hell with what anyone else is doing at the order.
Maybe-
Oops.
Wrong place to display such information.
-_-
BYE~!
P.S. Kak Izza is still here. ^^ She slept over.
P.P.S. Go look for spoilers on my other blog. ^^
BYE~!
miaow.
One... Two... Three...
THE EXAMS ARE OVER~!
WHOOT!
Okay, breathe, breathe...
Well, Kak Izza's over again, helping mommy with marking..
And I suddenly smell the wonderful aura of cheese that goes on top of pizza(the powder).
-
Okay, that was yesterday.
Turns out, I was hallucinating.
I feel like a fool.
-_-
And damn.
The PSP ran out of battery.
Right, Moving on.
Today, I have decided to get working on an analysis of Tsunagaru Omoi Tokashite.
And, I'll start typing my chapter today.
To hell with what anyone else is doing at the order.
Maybe-
Oops.
Wrong place to display such information.
-_-
BYE~!
P.S. Kak Izza is still here. ^^ She slept over.
P.P.S. Go look for spoilers on my other blog. ^^
BYE~!
okay.
So today was Hari Raya.
and I got to use my laptop today.
(it's been taken because it's the exam period.)
anyway, yes, we have stopped fasting.
right.
So, my computer is running low.
also,
i think i got over 100 bucks today.
I think.
But, I'm exhausted.
Bought new shoes today, new earrings.
I like the earrings.
But I do NOT like the fact that my fangirl side (which was hard enough to suppress while reading Twilight, that I've finished reading) was unleashed when I was watching D.Gray-Man, episode 103 just now.
I am also upset with the fact that hari raya is the time I actually dress like a girl should; skirts, heels, flat pumps, necklaces, bracelets etc.
And it makes me wonder.
Do I look better as a girl, or a tomboy?
Well, I guess we'll find out sooner or later.
And now I find myself VAIN.
UGH.
YUCK.
Must be the girly hari raya sickness.
Ptui.
There are no exams tomorrow (internal yelps of joy) and I am happy that I got to catch up with kak miya today.
She's in Australia, spending Raya by herself.
I think I kept her company for quite a while.
And now, she has 'River Flows In You', the Twilight soundtrack(we'll all probably be watching Twilight together on Christmas) and if I can get the score, I'll be sure to practice so I can play it with her when she gets back.
Musician will need some perfecting too.
I noticed a couple of my mistakes earlier, hearing Kak Miya play was most enthralling and gave me a wake up call to what certain things actually sounded like.
And, turns out, Abang Yas likes Tyki as a favourite character, and also, much to my utter surprise, there is going to be a second season of D.Gray-Man.
Episode 1-103 of D.Gray-Man is apparently the first season.
Well, I hope the manga gets out early this weekend.
x)
So I can READD IT.
x)
Yikes. My laptop is running out of battery.
Better switch it off soon.
when I do that, I'll go run off and do my History notes~
there's a test for that day after tomorrow.
x)
Haha.
I think Malay Paper 1 is on that day too.
-_-
Sigh.
Then Literature and Malay Paper 2 will be next Monday.
Huh.
Okay then.
-_-
I don't think I've anything else to say.
So, Goodnight, and wish me luck for the tests. See you on Saturday(maybe).
P.S.: I didn't fail my Chinese! WOOT!
Heyy there! You've just opened the door to my chocolate room, where I write all my secrets!
AND RAMBLE! So you have to just endure my boring nonsense!
But that's only if you stay. (PLEASE STAY!)
Aite. See ya, ma peeps.
And here's your complimentary cyber chocolate! *hands reader a box of chocolate*
★.Aika.★
★thirteen going on fourteen★★
Meridian Primary School★Tanjong Katong Girls' School class 1e1 of 2008, and to be 2e1 in 2009.★ ♥lives in a house by the sea.★ ✖is easily bored.✖ ✖usually over thinks stuff.✖ ✖acts rashly.✖ ✖is known for tardiness despite liking for being early for appointments, school, etc.✖ ✖is stupidly insensitive at times.✖ ♥gemini.★ ✖born in the year of the boar, sadly. ✖ ♥doesn't like to lose, although frequently does in halo.★ ♥is usually bubbly and happy, though strangely sadistic.★ ✖has a selective memory, regrettably. ):✖ ♥always ends up pretending even if she's trying not to.★ ♥has a passion for writing.★ ♥used to have a passion for singing in the car on roadtrips.★
\. ♥ | ♥writing. makes you feel free because you can do whatever you want with the people in your story. or imagine being in a faraway place.♥
✖ accidentally bragging about her drawings in some indirect way. usually because of forgetting of thinking of what to say.✖
♥reading. gives you a form of entertainment and allows you to feel... just... ah, it's not something to be expressed in words.♥
✖ being late.✖
♥challenging her cuz to a Halo3 duel but always getting trashed.♥
✖ people who dilly-dally when there's somewhere important go.✖
♥singing.♥
✖ SMSing too much. fingers go numb.✖
♥watching anime.♥
✖ noisy people who gossip too much. they're noisy and nosy.✖
♥reading fanfiction.♥
✖ things that are not supposed to be sweet. like milk, for example.✖
♥drawing.♥
✖ being disturbed by annoying people with irritating questions or teasing.✖
♥playing and doting on her younger cousins.♥
✖ little bickering and bantering over nonsense.✖
♥eating chocolate!♥
✖ people who think they know everything, or think that only they are right. otherwise known as narrow-minded fools.✖
♥coffee.♥
✖ being alone.✖
♥staying up late at night.♥
✖ sleeping early before anything really gets started.✖
♥taking pictures even though doesn't have a camera and sometimes, embarrassingly, hogging other peoples' cameras.♥
✖ missing out on fun unnecessarily.✖
♥listening to music.♥
✖ the fact that she is sometimes immature.✖
♥singing with her bro on high key, and her bro on low key.(bro's a wonderful singer if he doesn't overdo it.)♥
✖ interrupted holidays.✖
♥swimming even though she doesn't get to do it often.♥
✖ being longwinded.✖
♥falloutboy!♥
✖ her CCA.✖
♥her family.♥
✖ being lazy, but is anyway.✖
♥her friends.♥
✖ randomly playing of loud noisy instruments. that means the electric guitars, especially.✖
♥going out with her friends.♥
✖ being unable to play an instrument.✖
♥playing the piano randomly in her free time.♥
✖ indecision.✖
♥to IM good friends.♥
✖ being a lazy procrastinator.✖
♥laughing out loud with a freedom so real, you could almost reach out, grab it and fly away from all your worries.♥
✖ writer's blocks.✖
♥the smell of rain.♥
✖ chit-chatting with Adorina-chan over the phone.✖
♥dancing in the rain.♥
✖ being so stupidly weak physically and psychologically.✖
♥the cool wind that comes with rain.♥
✖ the fact that she is so stupid and insufficient in mutliple areas.✖
♥music when she's feeling depressed.♥
✖ fruits and veggies.✖
♥d.gray-man, black cat, la corda d' oro, etc, etc.♥
✖ injustice.✖
♥swinging and the feel of wind rushing around her.♥ | ♥./
♥PSP.♥
♥✖
XBOX 36O.♥✖
♥a meaning to life.♥
♥a friend so she isn't lonely.♥
♥a way of being more hard working.♥
♥chocolate.♥
♥chocolate.♥
♥and more chocolate.♥
♥coffee.♥
♥a pistol or revolver.♥
♥a katana.♥
♥endless happiness.♥
♥cup noodles.♥
♥
ice lemon tea.
★to one day be a professional writer.★
★to learn music.★
★to do very very well in examinations.★
★to be an architect somehow.★
★to live free of troubles.★
I'm a ghost by day, a wraith by night.
Invisible by light,
Creeping lightly at night.
When I was alive,
I used to sit,
In my brother's room of a grey tint,
With his black guitar, and snow white sheets.
A striped carpet thrown on the floor,
In an attempt to match it more.
He dreamt and slept,
As I cried and wept,
In silent torment.
There was a curtain draped,
Over my sweet escape.
I've been caged by unearthly sorrow.
I looked out my cage window.
To see a meadow, the sea,
Maybe a bumble bee.
My mind would travel,
Over seas, and in cars over gravel,
To people, places, only to marvel,
At a sight I'd never see.
The sentences would come,
And weave away,
And become paragraphs.
Unfurling into a page.
And pages would merge.
Into a chapter,
Of which many a book emerged.
It is a precious thing,
The audacity to search,
Search your mind for a song to sing,
A true song, only your voice can bring.
As my imagination grew and reality fade,
My agony was muted,
Fake smile overrated,
But there was never any hatred,
Nope, none for you.
My world grew darker and faded to grey,
But there was this one instant of that day.
That day when I faded away.
I sat myself next to the window,
And thrown a blind gaze outside.
It was all dark,
All under shadow.
And the next thing I knew,
I was cold and hollow.
And then people came,
Smelt my death and sorrow.
Cried, for I'd never see tomorrow.
My soul escaped surprise shock and terror.
I had known this day would come,
and found no horror.
For I'd finally have some,
Peace, and no rules to follow.
But as I flew to the skies, free as a Bird,
I saw people weeping, screaming, denying.
My mother, my father, my family crying.
For a long time coming,
I had been dying.
And now came my unpronounced passing,
At my brother's bedroom window.
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